I can't wait for Christmas ♥

"Everything would be better if you just be honest, to yourself and to everyone."

Wishes and Dreams

A Cafe

A House

White (All New) Honda Jazz

iPod Touch

Macbook Air

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Thanks and have a good day everyone! Godblessyou :D

당신이 나를 피하려고 것 같아.

난 정말 슬퍼.

"Losing a best friend is hurt, it's even worse than losing a lover"

Doubt about it? Well, it's true. I experienced it once.

I'm gonna wait :')

I miss you

Hey guys. I'm stuck at home because of this annoying stomachache.

It made me hard to sleep last night. Gaarhh. And today, I didn't come to school because I wasn't able to go to school. Fortunately, I'm feeling better now (:

I was looking at our photos. And I really missed you, guys! Can we go back in time?

I wish we really could. Those moments... When we went out together! Taking photos together, being silly and crazy together! GOSH. Do you miss me like I miss you?

I can't wait for Christmas! I wish we can have another quality time!

Do you remember? Last July 6th-8th when we had a great time. You guys were really rock! I never had friends like you. I wish our friendship could last forever :')

Well I know, nothing will last forever. Sooner or later, it will end. But I'll pray to God to keep you guys here with me. (I'm so selfish-_-) Lol.

I love you!

Today is such a blessing for me! My friends and I planned to go to church together. BUT, I woke up late at 10minutes before 8 and late to church. The greatest part was... when the church ended, some of my friends came to the church and they gave me my birthday present! OK, my birthday was a month ago. Well, guess what did they give to me? :D:D

A POLAROID! :')

I was surprised. You're the best, guys! I've been craving for it for months, and finally, I got it. Thanks God, and thanks to you, guys.

Glad to have friends like youuuu! YOU ROCKKKKK \m/

Love you, buddies!

Do you believe in fairy-tale?

Heya. Suddenly, this question popped up in my mind!

"Do you believe in fairy-tale?"

Do you ever think that one day, your life will be as great as in a storybook?

Phew~

I dreamed about something nice 2 days ago and wonder if it will happen in the real life. Wish it will :D

I miss my friends badly and I hope we can have another quality time together :')

Do you remember those things I remember?

Best Birthday!

So yeah, yesterday was my 17th birthday. My best birthday. Ever. Thanks God!

00.00 a.m, my bro were waiting for me to come out from the toilet, and as soon as I came out, he shook my hand and said 'Happy birthday, sister!' Then, I checked my phone (which was fixed 2days earlier), I got some BBMs, my bestfriend at school sent me one, she drew me 'Happy birthday' and captured it then gave it to me.

I slept at about 00.30 a.m, after I replied those BBMs. Then in the morning, I woke up earlier, 05.40 a.m, then replied bunches of non-stop BBM (lol). While seeing the Recent Updates, I was so surprised, seeing my name was on my friends' status. I was so delighted, thanks guys!

At school..

Well, nothing so special at the beginning. P.E was the first lesson and everything went well. After that, we had Biology and attended a seminar about 'How to be a Creative Writer' - was so bored.

When I was about to go home, my friends called me, saying that I was called by our English teacher. But I said, I wanna go to the toilet. I made a wrong decision. I brought my bag and camera, entering the toilet and suddenly.... SPLASH! Never thought that it would happen.

My friends showered me - top to toe. I was all WET; and I didn't bring any changes clothes! Then, I tried to chase them and splash them with water too, but too bad, they were fast because they were all dry. But me? I was wet and it was hard for me to run without using my shoes-_-

I went home by using my motorbike, but I asked my friend to drive it for me. It was really cold!

OK, it was the first surprise.

I arrived home and took a shower. Then I sent my friend home and planned to eat Pempek. So I waited my friends at home - they used car, while I had to put my motorbike at home first.

And you know what? The second surprise were waiting for me. They covered my eyes with a black cloth and school tie. They were going to bring me somewhere, which I didn't discover at first. But soon after we arrived, I realized that they brought me to the.... swimming pool!

I didn't want to move, I squat down and asked them to open the cloth that covered my eyes. They finally gave up and opened my eyes. Khukhu B-)

They were really prepared! They brought me clothes, towel, etc. And we swam together (well, actually, I couldn't swim -__-)

Second surprise, done.

We went home, I chatted with my church's friends. I actually knew that they planned something for me (lol). Because I discovered something odd in the way they chatted and talked. They asked me, 'Where are you?' 'What do you want to eat?' and etc. At about 10.00 p.m, my bestfriend at church asked me to go out and said there was 'something' outside my door.

I looked around, I saw no one. But there were candles there! They created '17' by using those candles. I was so surprised. How could they be this sweet? LOL

Then, I asked my friend where is she, she asked me to make a wish first, but then I turned back my head and....

"Happy birthday to you~" They sang me a birthday song, I was so... speechless. They were really sweet. Really. They brought me Cheese Martabak, haha. Suddenly, someone watered me. OK, I was wet, for the third time. They showered me with a bottle of Kiranti and shampoo too! I was totally shocked.

It was the third surprise, the last one before my birthday ended.

Thank you guys!! It was the best birthday I've ever had. Never had one like this before.

Special super thanks to:

My school fellas: Deliani, Viona, Fylia, Deasy, Adeline, Mike and Anthoni

My church buddies: Ella2, Ci Lidya, Sophie, Feli, Ko Babeh, Danil, CA and CK

And also thanks for the wishes, guys. I love you and God bless :D

Broken

Hey, my phone is broken. I have no idea about this.

I still used it yesterday morning 'til afternoon, it was OK but suddenly... I couldn't type anything.

I was so panic. First, I thought the keypad only lagged for a while and it would be OK again. I waited for an hour, and there was no changes. Then, I decided to remove the battery and inserted it again.

15 minutes later, my phone didn't show any changes. I was so depressed. Okay, I'm kidding. I wasn't depressed but I was like asdfghjkl my phone is broken! AAAARH!

I brought it to the service center, I asked the keeper there and she said the problem was my keytune. I need to change it and it'll cost 150.000 IDR. I stunned for a while, wondering why it could be that expensive. So I went back to the car and asked my mom. She said 'no'.

OK, I have to understand our situation. Less than 2 weeks will be my 17th birthday, and my dad will be having a big outcome for it. And 5 days from now will be my bro's birthday. More expenses needed!! Plus, we need more money for my college next year.

Well, I'm just hoping that my phone will be fixed soon :'(

I feel like an anti-social, you know! There were7 unread msgs yesterday and I wasn't able to reply it. I really wish my phone will be OK again or... can I have a new phone? lol

Another bad news is.... I have to come back to school tomorrow! Gah. Why holiday should end this soon? -____-

I'm so lazy and there are so many things to do! Wish me luck and seeya.

Godblessyou :D

MY PHONE :"((

Hello September!

Heeey, it's the second day of September. Hello September! I like you the best, so please be a great month! Make my wishes come true, okay? :)

Anyway... You've brought me tons of happiness!

Yesterday, September 1st (well, actually it was just a few hours ago, lol) - I went to PizzaHut to meet my primary buddies. There were 13 of us. It was really great! We ate together and chatted.

But then, 4 of my friends went home. The rest of us, we went to Janny's house - which was the nearest place to go, lol. We joked, we had some nostalgia, remembering the past, those silly things we did when we were kids! We laughed much. What a great time! Thanks God :D

September, please bring other great memories for me!

Godblessya~

Fantasy Land

PHEW! I'm super tired right now. Pain all over my body. It's all because I was too excited yesterday. So yeah, I went to 'Fantasy Land' or we usually called it Dufan, lol. My cousin asked me to join him the last 2 days. His girlfriend, who I considered as my older sister phoned me suddenly and asking me whether I wanna join them or not. Because I had nothing to do at home, so I said yes.

Tuesday morning, 10 a.m, six of us (my cousin, his gf, my another cousin, my bro, a friend of my cousin, and me) departed from our grandma's house. When we arrived, we sat for a while, waiting for the tickets and started our long-tiring journey inside.

We played Kora-kora (my bro and my cousin were very excited, they played this 3 times -_-), Halilintar, StarWars (lol), Mini Rollercoaster, Rajawali, Niagara-gara, Arung Jeram, Pontang-Pontang, Carousel and other games which I don't really remember it right now. Haha

It was fun anyway. And I wish I could go there with my church friends, hey I miss you guys! :')

Let's meet up sometimes in this holiday.

By the way, I'm very glad. Tomorrow will be the first day of September! How I love this month! And I wish, it's gonna be a greaaaaat month.

Godblessya! ;)

Sorry :'(

I couldn't control my anger last night. Was mad to my friends. I MUSTN'T DO THAT!

Now I feel guilty. I wanna apologize and say sorry to them. I wish you guys would forgive me :'(

Sorry for being so childish and uncontrollable. Wish I could be a better person.

"I thought we were friends."

Just a Dream

So yeah~

I'm into 'Just a Dream' by Christina Grimmie and Sam Tsui (which originally sang by Nelly)

Well, maybe I'm a bit late, but this song is greaaaaaaat!

Thumbs up.

This song reminds me of my dream. You know, it's really annoying - when you really enjoyed your dream but you suddenly woke up and realized that it was only a dream!

You want to repeat it but you won't able to.

So, I dream about something few days back. And I wish it'll come true. Amen (:

Btw, pls pray for my leg :'(

It started to ache (again!), really wish it'll get well SOON!

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY for my beloved country, Indonesia! Wish in this 66th birthday, you'll be a better country. lol

Have a blessed day, everyone!

Feels like crying. Gosh. I don't know 'til when I can hold this.

I want to speak it out, but I can't. God, help me! Need You now.

Sleepy Sunday

Hello, world!

It's Sunday afternoon and I have nothing to do at home.

Went to church this morning, drove my mom's car. I picked my friends up first. Then we went to the church together. We were (a bit) late.

Then, we had our lunch together at Bakmi Karet - Taman Surya. There were 5 of us.

Ella, another Ella, Daniel, Williem and me. We also met Yulia and Nia there.

So we ate and... went home. (?)

Ahhh, I'm bored. Really bored right now, it makes me sleepy. lol

Wonder if there's someone who's willing to pick me up, somewhere. Anywhere. I'll follow!

Haha.

Tell me what to do? *yawn*

Btw, I covered 3 other songs. Check it out on my Youtube channel: gwynkumala.

Thanks.

Have a great Sunday, people!

Godbless :D

My Cover on Youtube! :D

Hello, guys! Haven't seen you in a while.

I'm back with a new spirit. Feels like I've re-gained my strength. lol

And I got a new hobby recently - covering songs!

Here is one of my cover. Please do enjoy! :)

Click here to watch!

Enjoy! Thankyou and God bless you :D

"You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am.

Like I'm made of glass. Like I'm made of paper.

Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground.

Like a skyscraper..." - Demi Lovato (:

Through all problems in life, I'll be stronger. One day, yes I will.

Crazy Little Things Called Friends!

So yeah! A week ago, I just went home from a retreat.

"Antiokhia" is the name of our church community - where kids between 15-18 yrs old gather together. (Well actually there was a 20yr-old guy too)

Uhm, I really love them! :)

We had great moments together. Jokes, laughter, tears, we've been through them together.

We even planned a surprise party on our friend's birthday. lol

It was sweet, we put candles on the floor, we wrote some wishes. We bought a chocolate cake. And other stuffs lol

I learn many things from them. They're just like my family. So happy to have them.

I wish we could stay like this longer. Phew.

Well, I know, nothing lasts forever.

But God, please allow me to enjoy those crazy moments with them! :)

Love ya, guys.

Click, click!

Yo! It's been a while. And yeah, I'm having an insomnia. Uh-uh.

Why? Don't ask. Just... find it hard to close my eyes and get some rests. lol

I miss my mom and bro. Gosh. They're out of the town, and I'm alone.

I'm tryin' to make myself busy with this blogging stuff.

I bet, all of my friends had fallen a sleep.

What to do now?

I just did some blogwalking, visiting some blogs - fashion blogs and WOW it's amazing to see kids under 15 managed to make cool pages! Mine? Um, we can't compare. I'm not really good in fashion; everyone knows that!

I'm more interested with FOODS, so yeah.

What's your fav. dishes? Mine are fettuccine, sushi (I'm craving for this right now!), udon, pizza, etc but I'll eat everything (that looks good and tastes good) lollll

Urgh, I've made myself hungry now! Gotta grab a bite - but I have nothing to eat.

Um, gotta go now. Gotta sleep and rest my eyes. Been busy with church stuffs! So, goodbye!

For you, please enter my dream once more.

Good-dawn.

Gwyn, the unpredictable dreamer.

"So I lift my hands and pray. To be only yours, I pray... I know now, you're my only hope." - Only Hope (Mandy Moore)

"You don't know what I've been worrying all these times."

Bump!

Yo~! Long time no see. So I'm back with a sob story to tell.

So yeah. I got a small bump on my leg [behind my right knee]. And it had been operated last Friday.

Did you know how it feel? I was being injected. It was really hurt!

I turned the volume of my MP3 player to the loudest one - so I won't hear anything. Silly, yeah.

Then, the cutting knife (I don't know what did they call the knife) entered my skin. I felt like... I wanna shout! You know.

It was a nightmare for me! But fortunately, after that, the white matter inside my skin can be removed. Phew. Thanks God! (:

So, since that day, I have to keep my right leg away from water. And I have to do medical check-up routinely. This Thursday, I have to comeback to the clinic. Wish I could recover soon!

Anyway, FINAL TEST IS OVER! I'm extremely happy! Finally. After struggling for about a week, I can enjoy my days, LOL

And... I wish tomorrow is holiday!

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Don't lose your faith, surrender your life to God.

Goodnight! Godblessya~! :)

Final Test!

Argh! I'm so nervous! Tomorrow is the first day of final test. Civics and English.

Wish me luck okay! I haven't study, because I'm doing my Chemistry report now.

Ah, I'm really afraid! What should I do?

The most frightening thing is the second day! C h e m i s t r y. I'm not really good at Chemistry.

But, I'll try my best. God bless me and you! :D

Good luck for all of my friends and juniors! We can do it! Yeah!

"God will make a way, when there seems to be no way. He work in ways we can't see, He will make a way for me, and for you too. Don't lose your hope!"

"Don't lose your hope. Believe that God will always be there for you, and He will never leave you."

No One Knows When The Time Comes

Hey. Suddenly I realized something. Life's so precious. When the time comes, you can't resist.

The problem is, you don't know when the time is coming.

A while ago, I received a text message from my mom telling that the mom of my friends [a sis and bro] had died, I surprised. Shocked.

I knew it will happen, sooner or later, since she suffered a chronic disease - she had a tumor. But I never thought it will happen like NOW.

My deep condolence for both of you, guys. Keep strong and moving on, okay? I know it's hard.

Maybe, I never experience a situation like this before. And what can I say?

At first, I believe it must be hard for you. But don't forget, God will never leave you. She's now live happily with God, so don't worry.

Don't ever think that God doesn't love you. HE LOVES YOU! He knows that you can go through this. I believe so. Don't lose your hope okay. She's maybe not here, physically. But she will always be in your heart, right?

And so, for us, who are still alive, DON'T WASTE OUR LIVE! Because we don't know when God want us to be there, with Him. Life's too short, people! Use your life wisely, in the right way, walk with God and ask Him to lead you to the right path. Don't let devil control your life.

God bless you!

"Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil."

Ephesians 5:15-16 [NIV]

School Assignments!

Hello! Sorry, I wasn't around for a quiet long time. Have been busy with school stuffs these days.

It's about 2weeks before the final exam starts - I'm so afraid!

Besides, I still need to do remedial(s) for my Chemistry tests. I don't know why all my Chemistry tests are bad. I did study, but still, I wasn't able to do the given problems.

You know what? School is getting cruel with assignments. It's more than many!

Here's the list.

Public Speaking - Drama (shooting)

English - Album (Writing Banks, Vocab, or Grammar)

English - Speaking: Conversation

English - Text Book

Civics - Presentation (I'm doing it now but I don't know what to do. Ha-ha)

CB - Valentine and Christianity

Chemistry - About solubility

Physics - Otto cycle / Diesel cycle / Cooler Engine

Um, what else? I think I missed something but I didn't remember.

Ah, I really wish I could complete them all in a short time, before the due date, of course.

Wish me luck!

Godblessyou, people.

Goodbye, April!

By the way, today is April 30th. For someone out there, you know what I mean. Hehe.

And today is the last day of April too. Sometimes, I wonder why time moves so fast! Hey, clock! Can you slow down a bit? I want to enjoy my high school time. I don't want to be in college this soon.

Late Brunch with My Bestfriends

Hello, people! Today could be called as 'sleepy day'.

I slept at about 1 a.m last night and woke up at 1.30p.m just now. 12 hours of sleeping!

And now, I feel sleepy again. I really like to sleep. Lol.

I have a great brunch with my fellas, Deliani and Viona!

We went to Pizza Hut just now. Deli picked us up. She could drive a car now. (I guess we will often go together) ^^

We ordered Delight Sensation - 3 pans personal pizza, garlic bread and spaghetti.

I ordered a bowl of soup too! I was really starving, hadn't eaten anything since last night!

But then, I was totally full after finished 'em up.

I really had a great time with them. I wish we could go together again, guys! <3

There's Always a Hope When You Believe!

And yeah. Hello again. It's raining now while I'm typing this post.

How I love the smell of the rain <3

I love the weather too! Cold and it always makes me sleepy.

Well, I wanna tell you a good news - anyway, it's a good news for me, but I don't know if it will be good for you.

I got an SLR yesterday! It surprised me! When I came home from my grandma's house, I straightly enter my parents' room to sleep. I was really tired. Then suddenly my dad (who was outside the room) called me and asked me to open a small bag.

I was like... "What do you want to show me, I'm sleepy!"

But then, my eyes opened even wider when I saw what's inside. It was an SLR! Canon 500D. THANKS GOD! My wish really came true!<3

I can't believe that I had my own camera now! Although my dad will probably use it if he needs it.

But, it's amazing, you know, how God answers my prayer! I've been waiting for this camera for more than 6 months! Or you can say, it's almost a year. And finally, my wish is granted. Thanks God, once again. It was a super-cool present! Thanks for my dad too. Hehe.

I hope that you guys won't stop praying. You see, God will answer every prayers! Keep your faith and believe in Him.

The preacher in the church said that 'There's always a hope for those who believe in God.' AND IT'S REALLY TRUE!

So, don't stop believing okay!

Have a great day! God bless you!

It's a Real 'Good Friday'

Well, hello again! I just arrived home. Had a great dinner with my family!

FINALLY. It's been... a year - maybe, since the last time we had dinner together. Thanks God! I'm really excited! So, we went to eat seafood, it was sooo good! And I'm full now.

I went to the church too. Alone. But then, I met my friends there. So I decided to join them. Well, we didn't have an appointment before. And you know what? I met him. In the church. Don't ask me what happened. I just don't want to make him upset because of me, again.

I keep prayin' to God, wish everything will be solved. AMEN!

Verse of the day:

"Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."

Matthew 11:28

For those who's having problems right now, pray to God okay. He will help you through it all.

Lean on Him, for He will never disappoint you. If you think that He hasn't answer your prayers, don't stop asking to Him, because HE WILL answer them, soon. Remember, God never sleeps. He's watching over you. And He will never leave you, even in the hardest situation. Have a faith! God bless you.

Good Friday

Hey! I planned to create this post yesterday, but I was too sleepy to turn on my laptop.

Yesterday was a tiring day. It was Kartini's day.

We had a flag ceremony at school, it was... super-hawt.

I had a lil' prob after the flag ceremony. Don't ask me about that.

And yeah, after that we had a wall magazine competition - well, idk if it was a 'competition' or not.

My group members were Deliani, Thomas, Tommy and Viona. We've done our best! Lol. I hope that the teacher will give us a great score.

Then, we watched a film about Mother Teresa. I admired her, a lot. She struggled for the poor people and she really obeyed God. Cool, eh?

At 5p.m, I went to the church with my brother. Well, actually it started at 6p.m, but because it was too crowded, so we had to standby 1 hour before it starts.

And today is Good Friday! Jesus died for us on this day, hundred years back. God sacrificed His only son for us, to redeemed our sins. He's so good, right? Nothing better than Him.

So, keep your faith on Him! Do your best for Him!

Ask Him to lead your path and do not lean to your own understanding :)

Be blessed, people!

Have a Good Friday!

My First Post in Hangeul ^^

졸린 나는! -,-

오늘 주셔서 감사합니다 하나님을위한!

지금은거야 수면 :D:D

잘자! 잘 자요! 몸 조심하세요.

Wae it's so hard to post in hangeul. Haha.

Just translate it using google-translate to find the meaning, kays! Haha.

Bye.

Sighs

Wells. Hello. Today wasn't too good. But, still, I have to thank God for He still give me life.

Thanks, Jesus!

Um, nothing special at school actually. No P.E because of flag ceremony's practice - I don't have any idea why we should practiced. It took my P.E time!

Then, we had a SUDDEN TEST on Math. Oh gosh, the teacher annoyed us a lot.

She didn't even tell us about the test, how great. And the worse thing is... she never taught us - this is what I feel. Ha-ha. I wanna beg my principle to just change the teacher, but guess I'm too cruel.

Sighs.

And tonight is the climax of this day. I wanna cry, it's all because of Public Speaking's project.

Well, it wasn't because of the teacher or the project, it was because of my classmate.

Nah, no need to talk about her, I don't wanna be a backstabber. Haha. Just to let you know, that you annoyed me. Don't ask for the reason, think about it, yourself.

And yeah. I feel like someone ignored me :(

Hey, look at me and say something! Tell me if I did something wrong!

Anyway, I'm into some songs these days. These are those gr8 songs:

#1. Nothing's Over - Infinite; I became an Inspirit about two weeks ago! Inspirit, pls welcome me! haha

#2. She's Back - Infinite

#3. Can U Smile - Infinite

#4. With All I Am - Nikita

That's all. Haha. So random, uh-yea.

Anyway, goodnight. Keep your faith :)

Godblessya, people!

Verse of the Day

"For the LORD will not reject his people; He will never forsake his inheritance."

[Psalm 94:14]

Remember that He WILL NEVER LEAVE US. Even in the worse situation. So, keep your faith! Pray and believe.

Miracles do happen (:

Need You Now

Oh, God. I don't know why but it seemed that I was out of control, again.

I can't control my emotion. What should I do?

I'm trying to solve others' probs instead of mine. I love helping people.

But I'm too afraid that I won't make things better - or even worse.

I need you now, God!

Well, I'm gonna sing for You, "It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need You now."

:(

Dare to DREAM!

Dream! And it will be came true. Amen.

"Whatever I can dream and believe, I can achieve."

Things I Want on My 17th Birthday :)

gather with my family

gather with my friends! :)

Triple Chocolate Cheesecake :9

an iPod Touch

an SLR

a Polaroid

Well. Actually the pictures is not in order -,- But I wish, it will be came true. Amen! (:

Place I Want to Visit

Singapore

New Zealand

Hongkong

Australia

South Korea

Maybe I've visited some of the countries I mentioned just now. But well, I'd like to go there again. And I wish, it will be came true (:

Amen!

Love

Insomnia?

Hey. It's 1.52 a.m and I haven't sleep. Insomnia?

Well, I don't know why but it seems my eyes don't want to sleep. Lol.

Hm. So I decide to write it here.

You know what... I'm craving for a peaceful life. I hate fights. I had problems these days.

Me, myself also don't understand what's that problem all about.

Anyway.. Can I have my childhood back? When life seemed very easy. I enjoyed it, a lot.

But then I think God wants me to be mature. I tried to make up my minds. Try to look every problems in the positive way.

As it stated in Genesis 28:15, that He will protect us wherever we go and HE WILL NEVER LEAVE US. So I learned from that verse. I can't give up this easy. I should struggle for He's with me.

By the way, I have some recommendations.

Songs:

#1. U Kiss - 0330; deep meaning and it's.... awesome

#2. Infinite - Nothing's Over; good beat and easy-listening

#3. B2ST - Beautiful; cool, great dance!

And.... that's it. I'm going to bed now. Goodnight and God bless everyone! ^^

Inspiration

Yeah! I'm so happy and thanks to God who lead me while doing the Physics test just now.

Well, overall, I could do it well.

Wish I will get a good score. Hehe. Hm, I'll be having Biology test on Friday!

Study hard and pray hard tomorrow. LOL

I'm now enjoy watching videos from YouTube (:

0330 [U-Kiss] is a nice song. Well, gonna find the translation later.

Anyway, God of Study is an inspiring movie! Have you watch it?

I recommend you to watch it. It has a good story. It was about 5kids, who were lazy at first. Their school was about to close down. And there was an attorney, who wanted to help them in studying so they'll be able to enter the good college. If they can make it, so the school won't be closed down. It was a long journey for them. They studied everyday. I saw them struggling. It was really nice! And I want to be like them too! Although I'm still lazy now. But, I will try my best.

I want to be a successful person! So, I need to work hard, and leave the rest to God.

He will help us. Keep your faith, guys!^^

God bless everyone!

Welcome, April!

Let's say 'Bye' to March and say 'Hi' to April! :D

Well, today wasn't a good beginning for the new month, I must admit it.

Got a little problem at school and I don't know what had happened.

I lost control. I was really heated-up and couldn't handle my emotion.

And I've been having a stomachache for 3 days. It's better now, but other sickness came. I got a painful headache too just now. What happened to my body?

But I have to thank God, for He still gave me my life :)

Beside, I learned something today from my school community which called 'KTB', in English, we called it as 'Grow-up-together Community' *well, I've just joined them today*

We can't just think about ourselves and close our eyes to others' problems, for it will make our relationship with our friends is even worse. And it will make us apart from God too. So, we have to be aware to others' problems too. Plus, don't forget to lay our life to Him.

My teacher also said that we have to beware, for evil's spirit is now more clever. He didn't use the harsh way again to tear us apart from God, he uses the 'smooth' one. So that we won't realize that actually he's doing his mission. So, keep yourself close with God.

At least, take 10-15 minutes to talk with God. Listen to the Praise and Worship's songs, read bible or pray. It will strengthen you and take you closer to God.

And don't ever think that you've already in a 'Comfort Zone'. It will make you nonchalant and at last, you break your relationship with God. So, pray, pray and pray!! Pray so that He always hold you and lead you in the right path! That's what I can share to you.

God bless you, guys! :)

I wish I wish I wish!

Just surfed pple's blogs, saw their photos and...

I WISH I COULD HAVE A PHOTOGRAPHY LESSON! :(

AND AN SLR OF COURSEEE :"((((

Well, I want to have a birthday-suprise-party too! Never had one before. Sighs.

When your friends close your eyes, bring a cake for you, an album full of the great memories w/ friends. Ohman. Maybe it's only in my dream. T_____T

Verse of the Day

Hey, I want to share this with you, guys! This verse is really inspiring, especially for those who's in troubles or losing their hopes. May it helps you out from your problems.

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."

Matthew 7:7 (NIV)

There's always a hope when you believe! Keep your faith. God will make a way when there's seems to be no way :)

Be blessed, people!

:(

It's night already. I've just finished my dinner.

And do you know what?

I can't hold my headache no more.

These days, my head often aching. T_T

This usually caused by stress. If I'm feeling stressed or guilty, then it automatically will hit my head. God, please heal me. Give me strength and happiness.

And I wish I could make people around me (esp. you) to be happy too :)

Well...

For someone out there, just wanna say that I'm still care about you. And I wish you do it to me too.

You know what, I'm really feeling down right now. I need ya.

Godblessyou there! And Godbless everyone! ^^

Trying to cheer myself up, although it's quite difficult. ><

"Please, don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you."

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

"I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile. So good to me, so right."

Back to December - Taylor Swift

Tuhan Pasti Sanggup!

This is one of the songs that I currently listening to. It's great and inspiring.
You have to count on God. For He has a GREAT PLAN for you. Trust Him, He will NEVER leave you.
Well, here's the lyrics:

KUATKANLAH HATIMU
LEWATI S'TIAP PERSOALAN
TUHAN YESUS S'LALU MENOPANGMU
JANGAN BERHENTI HARAP PADA-NYA

REFF:
TUHAN PASTI SANGGUP
TANGAN-NYA TAK 'KAN TERLAMBAT 'TUK MENGANGKATMU
TUHAN MASIH SANGGUP
PERCAYALAH DIA TAK TINGGALKANMU

TUHAN PASTI SANGGUP
TANGAN-NYA TAK 'KAN TERLAMBAT 'TUK MENGANGKATMU
TUHAN MASIH SANGGUP
PERCAYALAH DIA MASIH SANGGUP
PERCAYALAH DIA TAK TINGGALKANMU
PERCAYALAH, PERCAYALAH (KITA HARUS PERCAYA)
PERCAYALAH DIA 'KAN MENGANGKATMU

So, keep up your faith in Him! ^^
God bless everyone!

Cover

Uhm. I wanted to make a cover of some songs.
But you know what? I'm afraid to.
I'm afraid that people will mock me and say bad things about it.
What should I do? Should I cancel my plan to do so?
Well, I've tried to record some songs, but... the results were all bad.
I cracked my voice.
Gah. T_T
Okay then, let me concentrate with other things.
I have to find another job since I was being cut off from my previous job T_T
God, please help me with this okay >< Amen.

Great day with my GREAT GOD!

I'm so happy today! For God has healed me from every pain I had before.
Well yeah, at least, I feel better now :D
Just now, me and 10other friends + 2teachers went to an event - can we call it as a church service? And there were so many people there! We all gathered to attend "Raising the Standard". Here, we learned many things. About our relationships with God, about how people changed their mindset about our Father in heaven because of the world's fathers. We learned about how we treated ourselves too. We shouldn't listen to what people said (the bad ones) about us. And don't let them influence you with the bad things. But have a faith in God and keep walking with Him!
And we also learn about how to keep ourselves so we won't be in the wrong way. And yeah, the preacher said that we need to admit our sins in front of God, and we'll be the History-maker. For we have admitted all mistakes that we've done in the past and learn to be better.
I really feel more comfy with myself right now. I got many things there and I really want to change myself! I love You, God. ThankYou! :)
And I wish, He will use me to be a blessing for other people too! Amen.
Godbless everyone.
Don't forget that HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU! Believe that.

K-POP

Currently, my favorite K-POP groups are:

#1. SHINee
#2. B2ST

K-POP songs:

#1. Beautiful - B2ST
#2. Please Don't Go - Onew and Jonghyun
#3. SHINee World - SHINee
#4. Like Crazy - 2AM
#5. It has to be you - Yesung 'Super Junior'

This is the translation of "It has to be you" lyrics. What a touching one...

"Today, I wonder in my memory
I’m passing around on the end of this way
You’re still holding me tightly, even though I can’t see you anymore
I’m losing my way again
I’m praying to the sky I want see you and hold you more
That I want to see you and hold you more
It can’t be if it’s not you
I can’t be without you
It’s okay if I’m hurt for a day and a year like this
It’s fine even if my heart hurts
Yes because I’m just in love with you
I cannot send you away one more time
I can’t live without you
It can’t be if it’s not you
I can’t be without you
It’s okay if I’m hurt for a day and a year like this
It’s fine even if my heart hurts
Yes because I’m just in love with you
My bruised heart
is screaming to me to find you
Where are you?
Can’t you hear my voice?
to me…
If I live my life again
If I’m born over and over again
I can’t live without you for a day
You’re the one I will keep
You’re the one I will love
Yes because I’m happy enough if I could be with you."

Supermoon

Have you seen the supermoon? A phenomenon when the moon seems so close with the earth.
And it happens like...once in 18 years? If I'm not mistaken.
It seemed so clear in Indonesia at 2.00 am (200311), but I wasn't able to see it.
I saw the pictures on some websites and I was like...amazed.
The moon was really huge and it was cool.
I thank God for creating such a great thing on earth.
And don't forget to say thanks to God everyday too. Since you're still alive because of Him. Have a great day everyone! :D

"You've Got a Friend"

Well, friendship is the hardest problem of mine.
I don't know what had happened to me recently.
About how I couldn't control my emotion. About how I treat my friends.
You know what my teacher wrote on my report card? She said that I have to be more friendly to my friends. Cool, eh?
I just couldn't handle myself.
I'm easily angry whenever they say something that I don't like.
I'm not used to be like this and I really don't know what had hit me. Gah, I really miss my old me. Cheerful, more friendly, less anger and of course, less problems.
I'm totally lost my mind and I really want to change. Can someone help me?
I was mad 2days ago. Simple one. I got jealous with someone. Well yeah. I can't tell about it here but... you supposed to know how does it feel. When someone (who's important for you) care about others but not you. Or maybe, they care, but they didn't want to show it to you. It hurts, trust me. You will feel like no one cares about you and you can't fit in.
I gotta say "sorry" to all my friends, and for those who have ever been hurt because of me. I had no intention at all. So sorry, and I hope you'll forgive me.
I just need a real friend right now, who will always be there and whisper to me, "You've got a friend, don't worry." Maybe I'm a bit selfish. But this is what I need.
Someone who can take my pain away. Someone who can cheer me up and cry with me whenever I'm sad. And someone who would like to share everything to me. I used to have someone like this before... But now, I lost him.
Every night, I always pray to God that one day he'll be back. Then, I'll wait. Miracles do happen.

Stronger

I'm feeling a bit down in the dump right now.
I need someone to catch me because I'm going to fall, soon.
You know what? I told my problem to a super-bestfriend of mine, but he didn't respond.
And I was like... nothing.
I was wishing that he would help me out with the problems. Or just cheer me up by saying "It's okay. Don't be sad. I'm here for you, smile please!^^"
But I forgot one thing, he changed. Sighs.
Hey. I miss how we used to be.
I miss the stories we shared. I miss those precious moments.
How we spent our time on the phone without talking.
How we laughed together and everything.
Don't you miss them?
I really wish that you'll read this and say that you do feel the same.
If I could, I would turn back the time and bring back everything that once was mine.
And geeez, my playlist tonight really match my mood.
Never Knew I Needed by Ne-Yo and Need You Now by Lady Antebellum.
Perfect. I would cry, soon. Haha.
What a blue night. Please give me back those happiness that used to be mine!
But I learn something from this case, I need to be strong. And problems shouldn't let me down. And I do believe that God will show the way and help me out from this problem. Amen :D

school stuffs

fuwah. this second semester must be a tough one!
everything became harder.
we have to do our best to gain good scores.
i haven't try my best actually, i admit it.
it's way too hard to do so.
i really would like to, but... so lazy, you know.
and this is what i got.
i failed on my Chemistry test, and Physics too.
and i feel like i wanna cry. i-need-help.
could someone lend me a hand? :"(

comeback

hello. long time no see.
i'm back now.
i've been having a busy time. LOL
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