I wish I wish I wish!

Just surfed pple's blogs, saw their photos and...

I WISH I COULD HAVE A PHOTOGRAPHY LESSON! :(

AND AN SLR OF COURSEEE :"((((

Well, I want to have a birthday-suprise-party too! Never had one before. Sighs.

When your friends close your eyes, bring a cake for you, an album full of the great memories w/ friends. Ohman. Maybe it's only in my dream. T_____T

Verse of the Day

Hey, I want to share this with you, guys! This verse is really inspiring, especially for those who's in troubles or losing their hopes. May it helps you out from your problems.

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."

Matthew 7:7 (NIV)

There's always a hope when you believe! Keep your faith. God will make a way when there's seems to be no way :)

Be blessed, people!

:(

It's night already. I've just finished my dinner.

And do you know what?

I can't hold my headache no more.

These days, my head often aching. T_T

This usually caused by stress. If I'm feeling stressed or guilty, then it automatically will hit my head. God, please heal me. Give me strength and happiness.

And I wish I could make people around me (esp. you) to be happy too :)

Well...

For someone out there, just wanna say that I'm still care about you. And I wish you do it to me too.

You know what, I'm really feeling down right now. I need ya.

Godblessyou there! And Godbless everyone! ^^

Trying to cheer myself up, although it's quite difficult. ><

"Please, don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you."

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

"I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile. So good to me, so right."

Back to December - Taylor Swift

Tuhan Pasti Sanggup!

This is one of the songs that I currently listening to. It's great and inspiring.
You have to count on God. For He has a GREAT PLAN for you. Trust Him, He will NEVER leave you.
Well, here's the lyrics:

KUATKANLAH HATIMU
LEWATI S'TIAP PERSOALAN
TUHAN YESUS S'LALU MENOPANGMU
JANGAN BERHENTI HARAP PADA-NYA

REFF:
TUHAN PASTI SANGGUP
TANGAN-NYA TAK 'KAN TERLAMBAT 'TUK MENGANGKATMU
TUHAN MASIH SANGGUP
PERCAYALAH DIA TAK TINGGALKANMU

TUHAN PASTI SANGGUP
TANGAN-NYA TAK 'KAN TERLAMBAT 'TUK MENGANGKATMU
TUHAN MASIH SANGGUP
PERCAYALAH DIA MASIH SANGGUP
PERCAYALAH DIA TAK TINGGALKANMU
PERCAYALAH, PERCAYALAH (KITA HARUS PERCAYA)
PERCAYALAH DIA 'KAN MENGANGKATMU

So, keep up your faith in Him! ^^
God bless everyone!

Cover

Uhm. I wanted to make a cover of some songs.
But you know what? I'm afraid to.
I'm afraid that people will mock me and say bad things about it.
What should I do? Should I cancel my plan to do so?
Well, I've tried to record some songs, but... the results were all bad.
I cracked my voice.
Gah. T_T
Okay then, let me concentrate with other things.
I have to find another job since I was being cut off from my previous job T_T
God, please help me with this okay >< Amen.

Great day with my GREAT GOD!

I'm so happy today! For God has healed me from every pain I had before.
Well yeah, at least, I feel better now :D
Just now, me and 10other friends + 2teachers went to an event - can we call it as a church service? And there were so many people there! We all gathered to attend "Raising the Standard". Here, we learned many things. About our relationships with God, about how people changed their mindset about our Father in heaven because of the world's fathers. We learned about how we treated ourselves too. We shouldn't listen to what people said (the bad ones) about us. And don't let them influence you with the bad things. But have a faith in God and keep walking with Him!
And we also learn about how to keep ourselves so we won't be in the wrong way. And yeah, the preacher said that we need to admit our sins in front of God, and we'll be the History-maker. For we have admitted all mistakes that we've done in the past and learn to be better.
I really feel more comfy with myself right now. I got many things there and I really want to change myself! I love You, God. ThankYou! :)
And I wish, He will use me to be a blessing for other people too! Amen.
Godbless everyone.
Don't forget that HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU! Believe that.

K-POP

Currently, my favorite K-POP groups are:

#1. SHINee
#2. B2ST

K-POP songs:

#1. Beautiful - B2ST
#2. Please Don't Go - Onew and Jonghyun
#3. SHINee World - SHINee
#4. Like Crazy - 2AM
#5. It has to be you - Yesung 'Super Junior'

This is the translation of "It has to be you" lyrics. What a touching one...

"Today, I wonder in my memory
I’m passing around on the end of this way
You’re still holding me tightly, even though I can’t see you anymore
I’m losing my way again
I’m praying to the sky I want see you and hold you more
That I want to see you and hold you more
It can’t be if it’s not you
I can’t be without you
It’s okay if I’m hurt for a day and a year like this
It’s fine even if my heart hurts
Yes because I’m just in love with you
I cannot send you away one more time
I can’t live without you
It can’t be if it’s not you
I can’t be without you
It’s okay if I’m hurt for a day and a year like this
It’s fine even if my heart hurts
Yes because I’m just in love with you
My bruised heart
is screaming to me to find you
Where are you?
Can’t you hear my voice?
to me…
If I live my life again
If I’m born over and over again
I can’t live without you for a day
You’re the one I will keep
You’re the one I will love
Yes because I’m happy enough if I could be with you."

Supermoon

Have you seen the supermoon? A phenomenon when the moon seems so close with the earth.
And it happens like...once in 18 years? If I'm not mistaken.
It seemed so clear in Indonesia at 2.00 am (200311), but I wasn't able to see it.
I saw the pictures on some websites and I was like...amazed.
The moon was really huge and it was cool.
I thank God for creating such a great thing on earth.
And don't forget to say thanks to God everyday too. Since you're still alive because of Him. Have a great day everyone! :D

"You've Got a Friend"

Well, friendship is the hardest problem of mine.
I don't know what had happened to me recently.
About how I couldn't control my emotion. About how I treat my friends.
You know what my teacher wrote on my report card? She said that I have to be more friendly to my friends. Cool, eh?
I just couldn't handle myself.
I'm easily angry whenever they say something that I don't like.
I'm not used to be like this and I really don't know what had hit me. Gah, I really miss my old me. Cheerful, more friendly, less anger and of course, less problems.
I'm totally lost my mind and I really want to change. Can someone help me?
I was mad 2days ago. Simple one. I got jealous with someone. Well yeah. I can't tell about it here but... you supposed to know how does it feel. When someone (who's important for you) care about others but not you. Or maybe, they care, but they didn't want to show it to you. It hurts, trust me. You will feel like no one cares about you and you can't fit in.
I gotta say "sorry" to all my friends, and for those who have ever been hurt because of me. I had no intention at all. So sorry, and I hope you'll forgive me.
I just need a real friend right now, who will always be there and whisper to me, "You've got a friend, don't worry." Maybe I'm a bit selfish. But this is what I need.
Someone who can take my pain away. Someone who can cheer me up and cry with me whenever I'm sad. And someone who would like to share everything to me. I used to have someone like this before... But now, I lost him.
Every night, I always pray to God that one day he'll be back. Then, I'll wait. Miracles do happen.

Stronger

I'm feeling a bit down in the dump right now.
I need someone to catch me because I'm going to fall, soon.
You know what? I told my problem to a super-bestfriend of mine, but he didn't respond.
And I was like... nothing.
I was wishing that he would help me out with the problems. Or just cheer me up by saying "It's okay. Don't be sad. I'm here for you, smile please!^^"
But I forgot one thing, he changed. Sighs.
Hey. I miss how we used to be.
I miss the stories we shared. I miss those precious moments.
How we spent our time on the phone without talking.
How we laughed together and everything.
Don't you miss them?
I really wish that you'll read this and say that you do feel the same.
If I could, I would turn back the time and bring back everything that once was mine.
And geeez, my playlist tonight really match my mood.
Never Knew I Needed by Ne-Yo and Need You Now by Lady Antebellum.
Perfect. I would cry, soon. Haha.
What a blue night. Please give me back those happiness that used to be mine!
But I learn something from this case, I need to be strong. And problems shouldn't let me down. And I do believe that God will show the way and help me out from this problem. Amen :D

school stuffs

fuwah. this second semester must be a tough one!
everything became harder.
we have to do our best to gain good scores.
i haven't try my best actually, i admit it.
it's way too hard to do so.
i really would like to, but... so lazy, you know.
and this is what i got.
i failed on my Chemistry test, and Physics too.
and i feel like i wanna cry. i-need-help.
could someone lend me a hand? :"(

comeback

hello. long time no see.
i'm back now.
i've been having a busy time. LOL
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