I miss you

Hey guys. I'm stuck at home because of this annoying stomachache.

It made me hard to sleep last night. Gaarhh. And today, I didn't come to school because I wasn't able to go to school. Fortunately, I'm feeling better now (:

I was looking at our photos. And I really missed you, guys! Can we go back in time?

I wish we really could. Those moments... When we went out together! Taking photos together, being silly and crazy together! GOSH. Do you miss me like I miss you?

I can't wait for Christmas! I wish we can have another quality time!

Do you remember? Last July 6th-8th when we had a great time. You guys were really rock! I never had friends like you. I wish our friendship could last forever :')

Well I know, nothing will last forever. Sooner or later, it will end. But I'll pray to God to keep you guys here with me. (I'm so selfish-_-) Lol.

I love you!

Today is such a blessing for me! My friends and I planned to go to church together. BUT, I woke up late at 10minutes before 8 and late to church. The greatest part was... when the church ended, some of my friends came to the church and they gave me my birthday present! OK, my birthday was a month ago. Well, guess what did they give to me? :D:D

A POLAROID! :')

I was surprised. You're the best, guys! I've been craving for it for months, and finally, I got it. Thanks God, and thanks to you, guys.

Glad to have friends like youuuu! YOU ROCKKKKK \m/

Love you, buddies!

"You've Got a Friend"

Well, friendship is the hardest problem of mine.
I don't know what had happened to me recently.
About how I couldn't control my emotion. About how I treat my friends.
You know what my teacher wrote on my report card? She said that I have to be more friendly to my friends. Cool, eh?
I just couldn't handle myself.
I'm easily angry whenever they say something that I don't like.
I'm not used to be like this and I really don't know what had hit me. Gah, I really miss my old me. Cheerful, more friendly, less anger and of course, less problems.
I'm totally lost my mind and I really want to change. Can someone help me?
I was mad 2days ago. Simple one. I got jealous with someone. Well yeah. I can't tell about it here but... you supposed to know how does it feel. When someone (who's important for you) care about others but not you. Or maybe, they care, but they didn't want to show it to you. It hurts, trust me. You will feel like no one cares about you and you can't fit in.
I gotta say "sorry" to all my friends, and for those who have ever been hurt because of me. I had no intention at all. So sorry, and I hope you'll forgive me.
I just need a real friend right now, who will always be there and whisper to me, "You've got a friend, don't worry." Maybe I'm a bit selfish. But this is what I need.
Someone who can take my pain away. Someone who can cheer me up and cry with me whenever I'm sad. And someone who would like to share everything to me. I used to have someone like this before... But now, I lost him.
Every night, I always pray to God that one day he'll be back. Then, I'll wait. Miracles do happen.

comeback!

hey pals.
it's been a long time since my last post.
sorry for being disappear xD

i got a big terrible problem.
my computer is BROKEN, and i cant stay on the line during my holiday.
but anyway, the holiday was fun enough for me (:

oh i really miss antiokhia's 26th weekend!
i got a bunch of new friends.
and i love them.
i wish we could be together for a longggg time.

i miss being crazy with them.
i miss to sing songs with them.
HEY i miss you guys! :(

anyway, my school got a new building at citra6.
i study there now.
it's quite big. and you know what?
wi-fi is available there! HAHA
well, you can visit me there, monday-friday til 3pm, HAHA
*stressed*

wish this year, my school will be better.

anyway, can you suggest me some easy-listening songs?
thanks (:
wish i write again, soon.

here we go !

hey my little silly blog!
im sorry, i forgot about you :3
now im going to update some things on you haha.

then here we go!
know what?
im feeling a bit weird.
about everything.
about my friends, about my fams, about what's going on around me.
i just cant figure it out. i dont know what's wrong.
and, you know?
i feel like being left behind.
have you ever felt sth like that before?
i think, my friends had forgot about me :"(
yes, it's silly.
they've their own world now.
and sometimes i feel alone, in this big cruel world.
but i know, i still have a best best friend, my Jesus Christ.
He always knows whenever im sad. He always listen when im grumbling, complain things to Him. i keep praying to Him. i believe He will make a way for me.
a way out from this feeling.Amen.

anyway, please pray for me. tomorrow i'll have a competition in SMAN 33 ><
im a bit afraid actually. im in a group with my big boy, luigi and our friend, tommy.
hope we can fight with the other groups! :D
one of our opponents: JONATHAN and THOMAS' group. hey it's unfair to put them in one team. --
but, i guess they can bring a trophy for our school. i hope so :p
okay then.
seeyou another time, fellas :)

u'r not gonna miss me *ofcourse* haha

bye-bye-bye-bye :d

great days

heyyaaa friends. haha.
gw baru pulang LDK nih. cape banget. tidur cuma bentar. ngantuk sih, tapi gw ga mau tidur, tadi uda, haha ==
hmm, jadi kemaren pagi2 gw bangun, trus mandi makan, berangkat ke sekolah. ngumpul di situ, baru jalan bareng peserta lainnya. tau ga di mana lokasi LDK? di TK Citra Kasih yang letaknya di belakang rumah gw. jalan kaki ga nyampe 5 mnit pula. kenapa harus ke sekolah dulu? bikin jadi bolakbalik aja.
di sekolah, peserta LDK dibagi jadi 5 kelompok. satu kelompok 9 org. anggota kelompok gw yang supergila :: nicholas pudjanegara (si ketua sarap), ivan sinugroho (si tengil nan berisik), anthony enda (netral lah), thomas darmasaputra (si siput jenius, haha), felicia, devina (kls 7), astrid, rachel sabatania (namanya bener ga ya?) dan yg terakhir, gw sendiri. *maap ya yg cwe2 gw kaga apal nama blkgnya. haha xd
skitar jam 8an gtu, akhirnya kita jalan kaki massal ke tempat tujuan. tas ditenteng di tangan, berat.
kira2 sepuluh menit kemudian, kita sampe deh di tempat tujuan. pertama2 taro tas dulu di kamar yg tak lain adalah kelasnya anak teka.
terus, kita dikumpulin di lantai 3, yg *sepertinya* merupakan aula. huehue.
di sana, kita sesi dulu. yah, gausa gw critain lah ya isi sesinya ==v hehe.
pokonya intinya asik! apalagi nimbrung bersama anak2 kelas 10 yg gokil2 itu xd (cuma 10 org pdhl) haha.
tau ngga? bagian paling menyebalkan di LDK kali ini adalah saat kita disuruh mandi!
ngantrinya puanjaaannggg bgt. *kalo telat uda ada 3-4 org yg ngantri*
trus, kamar mandinya tuh bukan kamar mandi sebenarnya. kalo di kamar mandi biasa, mandinya pake "shower" yg di samping kloset itu loh. can you imagine?
untungnya, gw dan beberapa anak kls 10 lainnya, mandi di kamar mandi STAFF ONLY, yg disertai dgn fasilitas b a k gede dan sebuah g a y u n g. lumayan lah. haha :D
oia, tadi pagi, gw bangun jem 4, padahal tidur nya mungkin jm 12-an gtu. *hape di sita, gatau jam* huhu.
bangun2, kita dikumpulin di lapangan, nyanyi lagu "Bagimu Negeri" trus olahraga pagi. abis itu, kita maen games berkelompok. ada 5 games. gw gatau namanya sih.
pertama, kita harus nyebrang "SUNGAI BUAYA" haha. pake 3lembar kardus, ga bole nyentuh tanah. dan semua anggota kelompok mesti nyebrang. yang kedua, kita maen "Minesweeper" - kaya game yg di PC ya. ga seru tapi :p
terus abis itu kita ke SPIDER WEB yg terbuat dari tali rafia, jadi semua anggota kelompok harus lewatin rintangan itu, tapi ga bole lewat bolongan tali yg sama *tau ga maksud kata2 gw?* haha.
next, kita maen kotor2an xD
tiarap ga bole kena tali, tau dong? hehe. luckily, baju gw ga kotor. tapi beberapa temen gw, baju nya penuh tanah, kasian. hehe.
terakhir, kita mindahin karet pake sedotan. harusnya kita bisa pindahin 6 karet tuh. tapi di ujung jalan karetnya jatoh, ga di itung deh :'(
nahh, abis itu kita mandi-sesi-makan-sesi-penutup-makan lagi dan PULANG :D
hehehe. tapi sebelum nya kita foto2 dulu bentar. hehe. fotonya masi dalam proses. jadi nyusul yaaa :)
haha. great days lah pokonya.

--gwyn